In Loving Memory Of Anthony 'Tony' Lawson

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You are missed and loved forever

~4/03/76 - 2/19/01~

There's so much to say about him.
He loved being naked.
He loved Coronas.
He loved Sublime and NOFX, and other awesome bands.
He was the sweetest guy I knew...yet...
He was the biggest asshole I knew. haha
I've known him since I was 16y.o.. We were like an old married couple. We loved eachother, but we would get into pety arguments.
He gave me my most original nickname...Penis...because it's "so closely spelled like Paris" hahaha
He also gave me the nickname HeRpeChik..because my old screenname on AOL was HeDpeChik.
and he also used to call me "P", and I would call him "T" or "Tony the Tiger", because he's GRRRRRREEEAT!!:)
I have so many memories of him, that I will never forget.
Last time I saw him was July 2000(he lived in Everett, WA..so I didn'get see him that often), we went to Warped Tour together on the 4th of July...and saw fireworks when we kissed that night..hehe.
The last time I talked with him was in late January 2001.
On February 20th, I found out some exciting news, and so I wanted to call him and tell him about it, and how I would be able to see him this summer. Due to moving new furniture in and around our house, I never got the chance to call. Later that night, I went online and checked my email. The first thing I noticed was that his uncle sent me an email. It was the first one I opened. It read:
Paris, I don't remember if this is your right email address. My nephew, Tony, committed suicide on Sunday night. I'm sorry to have to tell you, but I figured you would want to know.
-Dave
Friday, Feb. 23, I went up to Everett for his viewing and funeral. It was THE hardest thing I've ever had to do, but it gave me the chance to say goodbye to him one last time.

I will always love you and miss you T!

I love you Tony.

I know this picture seems out of place, but it really isn't. I found it in my files, and it brings back memories of Tony. I saw the Tony The Tiger thing on a box of cereal, so I cut it out, and made this little thing for him, since I called him Tony The Tiger. It's from about 2 years ago. It brings such a smile to my face seeing it again.

I miss you so much, Tony, and I love you always. Very few people knew the extent of mine and your relationship, which makes things hard, but still is very special to me. Not a day has gone by since you left that I haven't thought about you. It still makes me cry at night to know that you are gone physically forever, but I know you are still with me in other ways, and that keeps me going.
I still sing our song..
"'Paris, am I the only one, tell me?' And she said 'You're not the only one, but you're the best Tony!'"
You always have been and always will be the best Tony.
See you in my thoughts and dreams, T!
May you rest in peace now and forever on.
Love you much!
~Paris~

"Hold fast to your memories,
to all of the cherished moments
of the past,
to the blessings and the laughter,
the joys and the celebrations,
the sorrow and the tears.
The all add up to a treasure
of fond yesterdays
that you shared and spent together,
and they keep the one you loved
close to you in spirit and thought.

The special moments
and memories in your life
will never change.
They will always be in your heart,
today and forevermore."

-Linda E. Knight